Wednesday, October 17, 2012
There is no doubt that I am an introvert. I am a homebody.
Leland has made me go against this a bit because he likes to be out of the house. If we stay home for too long in the morning he becomes unbearable. Until we finally leave the house and he is automatically happier and better behaved.
Along the same lines I go in and out of social phases. Times when I feel like doing things and making plans. But then there are times that when being social feels very challenging and energy consuming.
I am in one of those phases right now. The thought of having to talk to people and meet up with them sounds very draining. It doesn't help that a couple of people I thought were friends I have decided I in fact do not care for them.
I am usually pretty good at reading people when I first meet them and getting a feel for how they are and how we will click. This one person I knew I didn't like from the start but for some reason we kept hanging out. Recently this person has said things that made me officially decide I don't care for them, but now I feel stuck. Ugh.
Today Leland is sick and I am actually a tad grateful for it. It means I can sit in this quiet house while he sleeps most of the day. He also has been extra cuddly and took a morning nap on me. I think this means he is going to be a good sick person. Totally lucked out on that one, I am not so sweet when sick.