So I haven't been blogging much lately. That is because I feel that I have nothing new to say, everyday has been about the same lately. Meaning I wake up to a smiling baby and have a list in my head of all the things I would like to get done for the day and I am lucky if one of those things gets done, and that is usually dinner. I am also lucky if it takes me less than an hour to eat breakfast or lunch. And somehow my workout routine has gone down the drain.
Because this baby wants attention all the time! If I step away, I feel like half the time he starts squawking for attention, in a way that if you don't come back to him he will start to get upset and fussy. He just wants to look at someone's face and have them talk to him, all the time! The other half I end up feeling guilty for not paying attention to him all the time. It is a lose-lose situation.
And then there are nap times, I get excited for nap time because then I can do what I want/need to do. But that usually means me catching up on email and blogs I read or maybe sneaking in a meal. And then out of no where 45 minutes is up and he is squirming and wants to start the cycle all over again. Hello mom, I need to eat now!
I am really starting to wonder when am I going to get school work done or write a thesis. So blogging may become on the back burner. I am going to try to get in some post now, and just schedule them to come out at a later date, so it looks like I am on top of it.
I can see that soon my weekends will be packed full, with updating posts, homework, football ( the season is happening!), and making meals. Since soon enough school is going to be starting! AHHH! Again where did summer go? I feel like I really need to be productive during nap times, and that also means baby wearing for every nap. And baby wearing may need to become a night thing as well, since this baby is having issues with Daddy touching him at night and me not laying in bed with him all night. Hello my lovely first born, mommy has things to do, get over it! But babies don't get over it, so I think baby wearing may become necessary at night to keep him asleep until I go to bed. We will see.
So there is my update mom, hope you like it.
maybe you need to wean bossy baby alittle....pump or something...he is not the boss...even though it sounds like he thinks he is...love mom
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